Please help me to pray for myself and those widows who at this time has not yet moved on.
Last March 27, 2021, we celebrate our 44th anniversary…three weddings at different parishes of St Joseph. It still hurts kahit mag aapat na taon na syang wala…lalo ngayon sa panahon ng pandemya.
Talagang mahirap makalimot lalo at noong isang araw ay panay ang patugtog ng kanyang mga paboritong kanta ng aming kapitbahay.
I shed a tear upon hearing his favorite songs. Sasabihin na naman ng tao move on ka na.
Unless you fill in the shoes of someone you’ll never would know the feeling…emotional?
Yes i am and that’s my nature…kaya papaya ang tawag sa akin noong ako’y maliit pa…iyakin…isang hiwa sa papaya dumadagta. Hurting that’s who i am until now… although at a lesser degree…ngumingiti ngunit naroon pa rin ang lungkot sa pag iisa…tumatawa ngunit may pait pa rin sa panglasa.
And this is my predicament. At siguro i need to detach myself from being attached to him.
Sabi sa recollection (kagabi) ni Fr. JP lent is the key to a new life.
Sabi ni Fr.Bembol the lenten season allows us to purify ourselves.
Sabi rin ni Bp.Ambo….
For how long? We have different for how longs in our lives. Hanggang kailan ko makakaya ang pagkawala ng aking asawa? And this brings me to think kung hindi ko gagawin ang pagbabago ng buhay ko how can i change?how can i purify myself? How can i celebrate life that should be connected to Christ at all times? Knowing His passion,death and resurrection will allow me to think and rethink.
Please help me to pray for myself and those widows who at this time has not yet moved on.
We need prayers…we need empathy.
For how long?
Only God knows what is best for us. Only He!
And the Lord loves widows.
He will in time take away all our sorrows and pains.
For the meantime allow me to greet my dearest monty in heaven a happy 44th anniversary.
Miss you and love you so much!
Lilia Cuevas-Rodriguez
Writer/Contributor
She is a mother of three (3) boys and a grandmother of four kids.She is the wife of the late Ramon Rodriguez, former coordinator of the Parish Pastoral Council - Evangelization Ministry of the Parish. Currently, she serves as a Mother Butler and a member of the Couples for Christ Foundation for Family and Life. She is also a member of the Secretariat of the Parish Renewal Experience. She loves to write and loves to cook.
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